October 2011
i wish somebody would ask me to homecoming in a...
Somebody cute though.
Today was a reeaalllyy good day.
So happy. What’s wrong with me? Haha
September 2011
I'm tried of pretending is everything is gunna be...
My happy mood is gone and tired of trying to make myself believe shit is ok. I’m not ok. I’m tried. I’m really tired.
I'm happy.
Really happy. & it’s not because someone else is making me happy I just feel this way for no reason. I love this.
I hate the way my dad talks to me.
He literally just insults me the whole time and acts like the smartest person in the world. I just hated how he disrespects me so much.
I wish Frank Ocean would sing me to sleep every...
My afternoon was so good.
Im the happiest person in the world right now. Omg
Listening to old songs makes me happy.
what the hell happened to j.holiday?!
now he needs a new album!
jemima-bianca-deactivated201110 asked: guess who i have for one of my classes hoe :)
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People keep telling me it could happen, you never...
No shut the fuck up. I’m not about to make myself believe that someway we could back together again. People don’t understand that I have given up on whatever we had. It’s gone forever! Never coming back! I’m not about to bring myself back and be like hey maybe we can be together, no. People keep trying to get my hopes up. Stop it. We are never gunna be together like that...
Niggas ain't shit.
Fuck all men. Everybody is full of shit. There’s no decent or good guys left out there nowadays.
I think it's cuter when someone kisses my cheek by...
I honestly don't even know what im doing anymore.
How do people move on so fast?
Seriously. I mean i may find other people attractive but I’m still in love with the same person. I don’t understand how someone can just forget or let go of the feelings that they have for one person I don’t know. I know if you love someone enough you let them go with the hopes of them one day coming back to you but it’s just hard for me to give up like that.
500daysofbeingabitch:
i’m so tired of being me. i’m tired of being sad all the time. i’m tired of hiding how i really feel so people will think that i am happy. it’s all a facade. i hate how i am so emotionally dependent on people. i just want to be able to count on myself because that’s the only person i can trust. i feel like i need someone to love me even though i don’t love myself. i’m such...
I feel like shit everyday.
You know what I miss the most ?
The way you look at me with love in your eyes, the random kisses, just walking with you and holding holds and just being happy, I miss pushing your hair out of your face for you, I miss saying I love you, I miss it all. I really fucking do.
I really really hate my dad sometimes.
I really wish we had a nice relationship like I have with my mom but my dad is crazy and doesn’t care about anyone but himself. He makes me so mad almost every time I talk to him. He ruins everything and constantly puts me in a bad mood. I just really wish things didn’t always have to be this way but arguing with my dad is like talking a wall. He frustrates me so much. I’m...